Monday, April 23, 2007

Madness is addictive

Generally mad people understand what they are doing so they do not waste time explaining it to others while normal people do not understand what they do so they keep explaining to others. Most often people of last type are very common so they start calling minority *mad*.
But, it's much more fun being mad because ppl stop asking reasons behind whatever you do; so you spend more time doing what you like than explaining that to bunch of people confused about your work. In that sense, madness is more addictive.

When we can not understand someone then we call him genius or sometimes mad so there is very thin line between being mad or genius (that thrills me). Well many mad people have changed to genius (i.e. galileo) but I feel mad people do not change themselves, it's just that so called normal people start understanding their weird actions and start calling them genius. So weirdly talented genius is better word for madness.

Next time I will write abt if being eccentric is gift or curse ??

snapshots of my mind

Today I watched movie "Reservoir Dogs" and it was amazing. amazing timeline and dialogues.
ppl say Quentin tarantino is good in making creative timelines. But i think he actually makes movies in normal timeline and then it reshuffles the clips of movie to make final movie with random timeline. I am so addictive to tarantino's random timeline that I watch all movies in random timeline by starting from end and then skipping and re-watching some sequence.

Optimistic ppl are scared of death because they are very pessimistic about after life.
and
Pessimistic ppl like death because they are more optimistic about after life than present life.

God was created by in confident priests who could not explain themselves as very powerful.
So they created God and then said they are brokers to God.

Madness is addictive:

Generally mad people understand what they are doing so they do not waste time explaining it to others while normal people do not understand what they do so they keep explaining to others. Generally people of last type are very common so they start calling minority *mad*.
But, it's much more fun being mad because ppl stop asking reasons behind whatever you do; so you spend more time doing what you like than explaining that to bunch of people confused about your work. In that sense, madness is more addictive.

When we can not understand someone then we call him genius or sometimes mad so there is very thin line between being mad or genius (that thrills me). Well many mad people have changed to genius but I feel mad people do not change themselves, it's just that so called normal people start understanding their weird actions and start calling them genius. So weirdly talented genius is better word for madness.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Useless Thoughts of Trackless Mind

Any guess about such weird title which might make you laugh for a moment.
But actually they are part of real life while I am commuting to office on the tightly packed b'lore roads. Well that's common excuse *got stuck in traffic Jam* I use when I reach late to office. and I can always use it anyday without lying because that's common excuse everybody in b'lore uses (it's like having headache). Sometimes I say *stuck in traffic* while having breakfast :)
Generally ppl use headache excuse because u can not enter inside some one's mind and exactly same applies to *stuck in traffic excuse* because no one can not dare to go and validate excuse on zam packed b'lore roads in morning.

Well going back back to main point "useless arguments" while sitting in cab.
I keep thinking till I get bored by my own ideas and then by then hopefully I reach office and start boring my colleagues with already thought ideas. Well that brings me to most important activity of life *arguing*.

I can not think about any day spent without arguing -- well that's common for all of us. I think arguing is most useful purpose of human brain other than rarely thinking some useful stuff. I think that habit of arguing on useless point is very useful. Because that keeps us occupied and also talking on useful things is so monotonous. I mean there are only very few useful things to do in life -- and we want to talk much more than just small set of useful things. So it's hard to get useful topic to argue and on other hand useless funny topics are very common in our life. And we get good variety of useless topics. My most favorite topic is *life on mars* mostly I can claim anything and there is no way to validate about my arguments about things on mars.

But sometimes I really find it hard to get people to argue so I have developed habit arguing
with myself. And that's most useful habit -- it helps me while there is no body around (i.e. i am in Cab). Otherwise if somebody is around, I can persuade him to argue. These days I have started treating people so that I can argue with them while he is eating. In case you are thinking about *why not she*. It's generally hard to get girls who can argue. Because arguing requires very critical thing called *brain*. Well I am not saying that girls do not have brain but instead they do not know that it needs or can be used (kind of kanjoos).

In case you are wondering why do I write so much. Well it's because right now I do not have anyone to argue with me and also it's fun arguing with on web -- mostly because I can argue as idiotic possible and he/she can not hit me. I really thank Von-neuman for not including slapping hand in computer architecture. Because if it was then people cud have developed viruses to remotely hit me using my own computers hand. And also, all these web companies wud have started giving aids *easy hitting service for $0". So finally you got the reason abt *why I write blog *.

Btw, thanks for reading my arguments (or more specifically arguing with me) and hitting me and also not asking me for a treat. Well today I got to argue with you for free without listening to you. Otherwise in real life you have to listen to other's boring arguments to make them listen you. I generally hate that.

*generally trackless minds are more creative and tracking mind kills it's creativity*

Disclaimer: this is fiction and no views on people's capability

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Today I am feeling jealous of my money

I sometimes feel so jealous of money and my job mostly because most of people ask first about what salary I get and where I work and all & nobody ask about me. I mean they never care about me or rather give less importance to my other things. In fact my external image is mostly shaped by money, looks and job. It makes me really dejected that nobody loves me – everybody loves my money & job and all. I used to think my mom loves me because I am decent and all so I asked her and she said that she loves me because I have done so much & also because I am her son etc. But she did not say that I am decent – in fact nobody says so. I did not tell her anything but I cried that night. I mean I work for company because they think I am smart.

What’s point in living if nobody loves you? I used to think abt it so much but now I got used to it. Some people call it becoming practical –and that’s why I hate being practical. It makes you emotionless idiot – I do not want to be that. I agree that I also care abt money and all but I do not know *how I became that* I was not that bad as a kid. I like money & doing good job because that’s way you contribute to world and you become good but because of money people do not give importance to people. I mean people treat each other like commodities and I hate that. btw, I have not got good money or good job though but ..

For example, I give gifts to people that relate to somebody’s nature and my relationship with people and all but then when I ask them “what did they like most?” and bingo I always get answer it’s so expansive or looks cool and that makes me nervous because I got gift because I cared abt them emotionally and for me selecting a gift was giving lot’s of time, imagination and real hard work in buying it; and not that damn money. I think that’s why people discovered *gift cards*. And they better be with it because that’s what they want. But I do not want to give up like this. I still love my small gifts that my mom used to give to me. And yeah my uncle was very good & one aunt was good – but I do not talk to her more because my family does not want me. God!! how many times will I kill my heart.

I like reading and watching about freedom fighter because people fought for their country in their own specific way like giving their time, family, life, blood, writing posts and everything and also money. But it was not just money fighting but instead they themselves.

But whenever I do things emotionally they do not work, I mess up people’s life & mine. But I duno how does that happen. You know sometimes I talk a lot on this with my friends and then I regret in night that I wasted my good friend’s time. Anyways now I am going to sleep good bye. I am not good but I was and I would like to be. This line helps me remove my sins from my mind. Sorry abt wasting your time.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Letting you peek in my mind !!

Here are some future posts :)

1. Me mine or nothing -- are Homosapiens going back ?
2. Requiem for the best -- our quest for being *best replica* kills our true identity
3. My funny trip to coorg
4. Only cynics move world forward & rest maintain it. -- and there is no support for cynics
5. Technology for me - anything below critical mass is useless
6. Unfortunately we all are hypocrites & Selfish
6. Funny things abt my unique friends --gonna be very funny
7. You are my number one -- Kurt Cobain, Crash Movie, Warren Buffet, Catcher in the Rye

Idiot's advocate

Why do you think your life is not fully waste ?
Because you are useful for Indian tax department. so as long as you pay taxes your life is not fully waste.

Why are you too sympathetic about chimpanzees in zoo ?
It's because that we are evolved form of chimpanzees and we are keeping them in zoo.
same way even our evolved species will keep us in zoo :) and they might put us with lion and that's quite scary.

What is ur favorite place to live ?
I would like to live in space ship because I am sick of idiot people and in spaceship I wud not feel people-sick.

any idea abt why ppl created God ?
It's because human being think that they are very smart and can explain any situation.
But they cud not explain many things (like their own existence which was btw matter of chance) so they created God to explain anything -- but now they can not explain God itself.

Why is fearing from death a crime in India ?
because fearing from death can cause heart attack and by that you will end up killing yourself or in other words suicide. And suicide is crime in India.

Why do you think suicide is crime in India ?
Because you are reducing manpower which is India's biggest competitive advantage.

Do you like technical interviews ?
Yes, being a non-celebrity I have option of giving only technical interviews. But I like giving others so I publish them.

Why do you think smoking is worshiping God ?
because in smoking you take smoke to your lungs which are near heart. and and in our tradition we lit agarbatti that smokes God. We also believe that God lives in our heart. Hence taking smoke near heart (smoking cigar..) is worshiping God.

What do you hate about computers ?
They ask for confirmation while doing something expected & no confirmation while doing something unexpected. And also they do not have sense of humor, I mean telling jokes is big
part of our personality & that differentiates people from each other.

What's unique about girls ?
some have brains and some b**bs but with both are very uncommon.

Why do you want to be called Idiot ?
Because that's one thing I can always be without any effort.
Well that applies to anyone but you have to be courageous in accepting it & I am very daring.

What's most reliable source of power in India ?
Blabbering house-wives. You need to invent transducer that can be attached to their mouth and that will produce power and also reduce sound pollution. btw, this is very applicable to me :p

Why do you like destruction ?

Because construction without destruction will cause saturation. So being futuristic I prefer destruction to contribute.

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